HURT

I hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
i focus on the pain,
the only thing thats real,

The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but i remember everything,

what have i become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know,
goes away in the end,
And you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,

I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,
I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my liars chair,
full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,

Beneath the stains of time,
the feelings dissapear,
you are someone else,
i am still right here,

If i could start again,
a million miles away,
i will keep myself,
i would find a way